i can't admit that i didn't see this coming, unlike all tragic endings. frankly speaking, i saw this coming, just not so soon. i had envisioned it to happen when we'd quarrel or he'd crapped me too mush. it would least make the pain more berable, knowing that he'd wronged me. i tossed and turned in bed countless nights, wondering if this was the right decision. we'd mutually agree, but i saw the deep hurt in his eyes. seriously, i was broken all the way, through and through.
i hope i had made the right decision, to end it now. with his ns, and with my Os, we rarely met. seriously, i didn't see how i could cope with this relationship now. we'd been disagreeing more and more, and quarrels had been a regular occurance. we've been through thick and thin, i thought, why can't we go through this together.
truthfully, i'm sick of our arguments. we can't seem to agree on the smallest things, let it be what to eat for dinner, or what to drink. some how, after our dates, i'd always end up either crying or feeling crappy. i'm wondering how things would progress if we were to conyinue with this relationship. i'm not saying that it's become worthless, but that what we believed in, was gone.
i don't remember much of that day. i was numb. i told him, and i saw the hurt. i felt like killing myself, returning back to my wrist slitting, self-hurt ways. i wanted to end my life there and then. i really wanted to. yet, i was to depressed to do anything, to numb to move. i vaugely heard him agree, and to remain friends. oh, how i hated those words. 'to be friends'. it felt horrible. empty. torn. life's been a dreary blur for me, just flowing through my daily crap. living's a chore now. i want to die so badly. i just want to.
with refrence to romeo and juliet, they were loving, but still died in the end. there's never an ongoing party that lasts forever. it had to end somehow.
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THANK YOU FOR THE MUSIC
by ABBA
Thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing
Thanks for all the joy they're bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would live be,
Without a song or a dance,
So I say, thank you for the music
For giving it to me.
Mother says I was a dancer before I could walk
She says I began to sing long before I could talk
And I often wondered, how did it all start
Who found out that nothing could capture a heart, like a melody can
Well, who ever it was, I'm a fan
So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing
Thanks for all the joy they're bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would life be
Without a song or a dance, what are we?
So I say thank you for the music,
For giving it to me
I've been so lucky, I am the girl with golden hair
I want to sing it out to everybody,
What a joy, what a life, what a chance
So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing
Thanks for all the joy they're bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would life be
Without a song or a dance, what are we?
So I say thank you for the music,
For giving it to me
Y O U T U B E L O V E
archmed. funniest vid she's seen this year.
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P R O F I L E
ME. WO. NAL. MOI. WATASHI.
[一;YI]her name is tanweiqi, and no she does not have a christian name.
[二;ER]weiqi is a completely RANDOM and CRAPPY person.
[三;SAN]she is a living OXYMORON cause she likes crowds and solitude.
[四;SI]she loves all her BESTIES & would probably go through hell for them.
[五;WU]weiqi loves cultures and wants to live in a foreign place for some time, preferably korea:D
[六;LIU]weiqi absoultely enjoys READING, WRITING, DRAWING& some more which she is too LAZY to list.
[七;QI]weiqi was from PVPS&PRCSS.
[八;BA]She is currently in TEMASEK POLY studying LAW&MANAGMENT.
[九;JIU]ohyeah, and is in ARCHERY.
W A N T S
a girl can wish, can't she?
[하나;HANA] a white, fluffy Samoyed <3
[둘;TUL] Samsung Omnia II
[셋;SET] new camera:D
[넷;NET] more dummy glasses and sunnies:D
[다섯;TASOT] more books, please:D
[여섯;YOSOT] TRAVEL.TRAVEL.TRAVEL. completely unrealistic and totally what she wants.
[일곱;ILGOP] korean lessons!
[여덟;YODOLP] iPod a Touch preferably. but that's insanely expensive.
[아홉;AHOP] NAVIGATOR ARROWS [gotteeeeeeeeen! on their wayyyyy!]
[열;YOL] ARCHERY; full stab & up poundageeee!
[열하나;YOL-HANA] 1200 for Full Fita O.O haaaaaaaard like ^%@!# caaaaaaan.
[열둘;YOL-TUL] stay in koreaaaaaaaa working towards that goal:D
[열셋;YOL-SET] last but not least, family and friends to be together forever.
T O D O S
what she really wants to do
[いち;ICHI] learn korean
[に;NI] fluency in korean&japanese
[さん;SAN] get a job to save up for korea and samoyed<3
[し;SI] stay in korea.
T A G B O A R D
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&WEIQI SAYS:
2/09/2007 09:53:00 PM - Friday, February 09, 2007
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A F F I L I A T E S
her social circle
ME. WO. NAL. MOI. WATASHI.
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