how long have i not updated??? the last post was like last year!!!! god, getting hysterical here... i have done the impossible... survived AN, and been keeping sane through 8 months of tortue being an NCO. some one gimmie a prize... -.-... been to shanghai recently, and it so FUN!!!!! shopping galore there. i went crazy just shopping there. lotsa nice stuff there to see. we were at hangzhou, wuxi, suzhou, nanjing, wuzhen and shanghai... everything was so cheap there, and i brought a new meaning to the term, shop till you drop.

AN was fun, certainly, but i've recounted it numerous of times, together with my shanghai trip till i'm tired of it. met new people, met old friends, gained new craziness, played more taitee with my shanghai "gambling den". we are seriously taitee mad.

school's been open for three days now, and, guess what, NEW RULES. oh, big surpirse. plus point. we get to bring handphones to school. we get to come to school late on wednesdays. negative points. we can't use it in class, only during recess, and cannot on our phones. we go home late on wednesdays. our pe is after school. we go home late everyday. JOY...

although i'm sec 4, still not used to being called sec 4. our class is som empty. feels like there's a hole in our class, an irreplaceable one. we have a new english, chinese, chemistry(thank god!) and self-study teacher. and we get the strict ones. hoorray. maybe i'll get to study for once this year. decided to pull up my socks, not literally. i'd never not wear ankle socks . aiming for 8 points (or as ms lim so 'kindly' corrected less than 8 points). wanna go to st andrews. thank that certain someone who kinda influenced me. let's strive peeps.

apparently, my feelings have never been so confused in my entire 15 years of life. (and i had thought sec 3 was confusing.) fate's a funny bustard don't you think. he's kept all that i want for before, and bloody gives me what i don't give a damn about. now i don't know what to do. as if my stress level this year hasn't hit an all high yet. bloody stresses. really...

ahh well, nothing much to complain about here. wish me luck for tomorrow's cca open house. let's hope we can do operation commotion.