what the hell. i've had a crappy day. had a physics test today. pretty sure i failed it. waddyah expect. i didn't really study duh. on top of that, i found out that besides level camp, i'm totally swamped with extra classes. damn. today was probably the only day i managed to make it home before 3. woots. clapclapclap. trophy please. freaking tired.

nothing much exciting happened during my absence from blogging. absence? what absence? oh. *guilty face* hehes. *smiles guiltily* yeps. went through POC, passed my exams, and generally survived AN. congrats to choong loon for making it best course cadet wah lau. sgt leh. GO CL=P and congrats to whye keat for snagging best group cadet. hehes. stupid zi high. make me high in the end become not so high. congrats to all the award winners that time. one compliant. WHY NO DANCING!!!!! are the instructors trying reverse psychology???dance time=nobody want dance , no dance time=everybody wan dance???? WTH????? I WANT DANCE. stupid whyekeat btw. sabo me. STOP FORCING ME TO DANCE ALONE LAH!. ass. =P lotsa fun stuff happened. got so freaking high. farhan sir did a dance solo, and everybody was like 'yeaaaahhh'. hahas. crazyy. sorry for the lack of pics, but i was too lazy to take any. =P

changed my friendster profile. omg. i'm neurotic. i changed it like a... erm... hehes. last few weeks ago?? seriously, i've got nothing poetic and beautiful to write. decided to dig deep into my heart, where i'm sure there's a hole the size of america and write. came up with something passable, but whimsical. okay. like what am i saying. really really tired. super drained. hope this wouldn't last. it's only the start of the freaking year. well, i'd better be off. i want to catch some shut eye. cyas.

some one save me pronto! i'm seriously drowning in homework and studies. next week's full of tests *hint hint teachers* . practically collapsed last night due to unexpected migraine, and i'm sick joy, of all the days, on a saturday, when i have to go to the library for skills. can somebody tell me why they even invented o levels. god, i'm dead tired. still sniffing crazily. today, even thought tiring, was rather fruitful. knocked off 7 hours and 14 minutes of skills at the library sorting books. somebody gimmie a trophy, or to be more practical, some medical plasters. my back hurts, big time. had seafood pasta and a chocolate milkshake for lunch, but that set me back by $10.90. so i'm kinda broke now, until monday, when i'll get my allowance. currently saving up to buy a new bag from either zinc or yellow, still can't decide. saw sean yew in the library, talked a bit, and i knocked myself silly trying to find book about Francis Bacon when i realised that i was in Pasir Ris community library which has a non-existent collection of art books which i desperately need and i finally gave up. bought myself green tea while waiting for the bus and became a marathon runner when bus 12 nearly left without me. apparently, i saw sean yew again. what a small world, yeah. reached home and nearly fell flat on my face. why? oh cause my mom decided it would be fun to put a door mat there when i decided i was being unusually hyper. i bounded in and slipped. due to my graceful and flexible nature yeah, yeah, totally not true. i'm a total klutz. what happen was a mixture of sheer dumb luck and something else which i couldn't figure out. i managed to regain my composure and continued to bounce to my bedroom where i removed the offending pieces of plastic in my eyes, also known as contacts. i swear my left contact is bent on wrecking havoc on me today. it really caused my eye to hurt like bloody hell when i was talking to sean yew. damn you, contacts!!! i should go throw you away, but i still can wear you for a few more weeks. i'm not gonna waste money.

past few day were really crappy. had a serious nervous breakdown yesterday. i went all out with the whole set, water works and all. let's not dwell over it anymore yeah. loads of homework, and i've got my o level art paper. pressure, pressure. going crazy soon. wait, i thought i already WAS crazy . hhhmmm. competition training started. more stress added. really taking too seriously. i tried the "at one with your body and soul' thing but i doubt it would work wonder why i ever tried it in the first place. it's crap. i must have been really tired or deranged then. sprained my left ankle on friday to avoid a collision which would have resulted in a major concussion on my part. that guy was enormous! well, crappy week's over, and into a crappier week, which i hope more funny things would happen. conversation of the week:

weiqi: cons, are you intellectually challenged?
constance: (without hesitation) yes, of course i am!
weiqi: erm, that means you're stupid.
constance: HUH! really?
weiqi: (immersed in crazy laughter)

OMG. that was funny. another highlight of the week. we got full marks for our ss skit. uh huh, full marks man!!! we rock the class man!!! constance and bev were the 'uneducated students' and ting ting and me were the 'educated students'. crappily funny man. apparently our skit was 'well thought out' and the performers 'co-operated with one another' thanks mrs sherri. =)) the script was was written by your truly, of course. okay, fine, and bev, ting ting, constance and zeng ting. happy?!?!? can't believe we'd get full marks. i thought our skit was rubbish, and was constantly `fraid that constance and bev would suddenly laugh. but, we pulled through.

currently on a Cascada marathon. simply adore 'ready for love' and yes, it was the PDS song used this year during the open house. so? does law dictate i can't like that song. okay. fine. whatever. WHAT AM I SAYING???!?!?!?!?!?!? I'M BECOMING DERANGED. and no nadhirah, i do not have a PHD, aka permanent head damage. my head is just ... under construction=)) i'd better end before i really become deranged. ta peeps.

how long have i not updated??? the last post was like last year!!!! god, getting hysterical here... i have done the impossible... survived AN, and been keeping sane through 8 months of tortue being an NCO. some one gimmie a prize... -.-... been to shanghai recently, and it so FUN!!!!! shopping galore there. i went crazy just shopping there. lotsa nice stuff there to see. we were at hangzhou, wuxi, suzhou, nanjing, wuzhen and shanghai... everything was so cheap there, and i brought a new meaning to the term, shop till you drop.

AN was fun, certainly, but i've recounted it numerous of times, together with my shanghai trip till i'm tired of it. met new people, met old friends, gained new craziness, played more taitee with my shanghai "gambling den". we are seriously taitee mad.

school's been open for three days now, and, guess what, NEW RULES. oh, big surpirse. plus point. we get to bring handphones to school. we get to come to school late on wednesdays. negative points. we can't use it in class, only during recess, and cannot on our phones. we go home late on wednesdays. our pe is after school. we go home late everyday. JOY...

although i'm sec 4, still not used to being called sec 4. our class is som empty. feels like there's a hole in our class, an irreplaceable one. we have a new english, chinese, chemistry(thank god!) and self-study teacher. and we get the strict ones. hoorray. maybe i'll get to study for once this year. decided to pull up my socks, not literally. i'd never not wear ankle socks . aiming for 8 points (or as ms lim so 'kindly' corrected less than 8 points). wanna go to st andrews. thank that certain someone who kinda influenced me. let's strive peeps.

apparently, my feelings have never been so confused in my entire 15 years of life. (and i had thought sec 3 was confusing.) fate's a funny bustard don't you think. he's kept all that i want for before, and bloody gives me what i don't give a damn about. now i don't know what to do. as if my stress level this year hasn't hit an all high yet. bloody stresses. really...

ahh well, nothing much to complain about here. wish me luck for tomorrow's cca open house. let's hope we can do operation commotion.

I'M BACK!!! MISS ME PEEPS???