YAY... I'm back on... woots..woots... hahas... past few days my internet got problem... sians... had to endure like 2 weeks of no internet... sians... hahas... 3 days past my birthday ready... not much presents. feel like crying... he at least wished me happy bday last year... this yr not even a mention. haiis... nearly kena "shower" with flour and eggs... but got 15 bashed frm myy darling number 1 part1 nadhirah=) still pain... sad.. hahass...

ytd (15 july) went to watch POC Dead Man's Chest. so funny. laugh untill my sides split...=) Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom are SO freaking cartoon... Keira Knightley was like so pretty in her wedding dress, but well she didn't get married in the end... *mysterious smile* and there was the sword fights... loved that to bits. specially the part where she turned the two swords backwards to stab Davy Jones's lackies.... then there was Captian Jack Sparrow=) so cartoon.... his famous word "bugger...", but really in the end he APPEARS to have died... keyword APPEARS. the ending was left hanging, and that guy Barbosa from POC Curse of the Black Pearl came back, although he's supposed to be erm...let me see...DEAD?!?!?!?! whoa... but still, can't wait to watch the third installation of POC...

friday i was totally pissed out... *SOMEBODY* seriously fucked me up by testing my thinning patience and whatever endurance i have. i really couldn't stand it cos later during CCA that PERSON showed me uber attitude, even worse then some people i know *ahemyeethengkailianahem* and i snapped. i didn't see it coming. i almost never crying school during my cca. that's where i act strong, where i 'geng'. only during then i show my "missy bitch" side. the 'i'm in control' side. i really cried. i escaped the class room and the cried at the landing near the hall. i thought i was okay but when i went into the class and sat at the back, i started crying again. dunno why, but i just started crying again. but i feel much better now. thank god..=) tons of hugs and kissed to amirah, azeemah, suhailah,shameem and naeem for helping me tru this. =)

BTW... i was at the S'pore Idol road show at J8 top of the 8=) wait. let me rephrase it.AHEM... I SHOOK HANDS WITH ALL THE IDOLS AND GOT THEIR SIGNATURES AND A LANDYARD THAT THEY THREW INTO THE CROWD.=) there.. that was nice. felt so freaking high... and i got pics to prove it=)

i currently feel like i'm on drugs. one moment high another moody... ah well, at least it's not PMS... haiis... back to school tomorrow... woots. woots...*sarcastic tone* ta