have not posted for a long time.. sad... chose to post now cos i don't want to fall asleep while writing my literature essay. ohmyword... the bed looks so freaking tempting... was in my air-con room doing my essay, but found myself drifting off, then i moved outside, and switched on the fan. but, apparently the fan , combined with the wind from the outside has the same effect. feeling so sleepy... CANNOT SLEEP!!!! must finish lit essay or mr yeo will be after me...

AAAAAHHHHH so sians...

today we went to a nursing home. All Saints Home if i'm not wrong... felt so emotional, seeing all these bedridden or wheelchair bound people. cried once, but didn't let the old folks see. christine, joyna and sharifah tried to cheer me up... cheers to you people...=) talked to some of the old people there. flumbled with my hokkien, but constance came to the rescue with her own fluent hokkien. then we went to the third floor. so funny. we walk and walk saying hi to the old folks there and in the end we walked one whole round. so, me, syiarah ,sharifah and fazlee helped with giving out the food. so fun, but got scalded(kinda) a few times. promised myself i wouldn't cry there, but then in the end i cried... zeng ting was the first to cry, the sometime later sharifah had tears in her eyes. knew that there were more people who cried, but not sure. we were in this ward, and christian was talking to a lady who spoke english. then this (KPO) lady from across the ward, who was visiting, probably, asked christian in chinese if he understood what the lady was talking about. i think she thought christian didn't know who to speak english, or something like that, and he was like, "anh" and "orh"... felt like laughing, but controlled myself.

feel so tired... energyless... wanna sleep. screw mr yeo. i'll do his essay tomorrow. my wrist hurts and so does my shoulder. goodnight. konbawa. wan an. don't bug me...=)